Je ne comprends pas
Having fought over a year to see my daughter, with the eventual long term goal of 50/50 custody. I just cannot understand those who are happy not to see their kids, or happy with every other weekend....
View ArticleWelcome back
This is my first post for quite some time on this site and that is entiely down to me personally giving up. After too many catastrophic court hearings, too many biased judges, and too many games...
View ArticleMental health entrapment
Now obviously and rightfully so family courts go into incredible detail to make sure the applicant can provide the child with the environment it needs to grow up into the person their capable of being....
View ArticleThe End
So the day has finally come that I gave up the ghost in the fight to see my daughter. This case has cost me well over £10,000 which of course has left me in debt. To be represented by a barrister and...
View ArticleGoodbye
So today was the day that I offically said goodbye to my daughter. The family courts recieved my request to withdraw my application for contact and with that my daughter is now no longer a part of my...
View ArticleThe angel from my nightmares
One of my favourite song lyrics of all time, “hello there, the angel from my nightmares” from ‘I miss you’ by Blink 182, the one thing I love so dearly is the same demon I’ve battled with for years....
View ArticleVisa versa
I often wonder what does my alienated child remember me as? Does she have any memory of me at all? Is it wrapped and twisted by the lies she’s been feed? I wonder if she ever thinks of me like I think...
View ArticleOut of date father
As an alienated parent there are certain times of the year that hit home the hardest. There are some weeks where the mentality is one of ignorant positivity and blind courage to make the best out of...
View ArticleRedemption
As many fathers will experience I am now on the other side of the battle to be a father to my child. Naturally my initial reaction, as is most dads, when they realise they’ve lost is one of anger at...
View ArticleThe voice inside my head
You never forget the pain of not being in your child’s life. Never. Instead, if your lucky and got the right people around you, you learn to live with it. But your never quite satisfied. If you stare...
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